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Sadness and Gladness� 2005-03-29 I've been crying. From weariness and fear. Mom went back into the hospital Sunday evening. She was so weak and in such pain. Fear for her wells up in me at the drop of a hat. But I've also been crying for gladness. Not happiness, I can't be that right now. But I can be glad that I have such a wonderful husband. The Wonderful Spouse! Between working and going back and forth to the hospital, I've been tired. Tired and depressed. But all I have to do is lean on him, in the literal sense, and I feel him there, supporting me, holding me, loving me. Nothing about this time is easy, but it's a hell of a lot easier with him than it would have been without him. � |